Last on the List Again.

But that's ok.  He's not even on my list.  And my list is short.  Matters not as I will go my own way today.  We are taking Maggie to the vet this morning.  I will go along so I can ask my questions and also get the true answers as Hunter tends to get it wrong, or ignore it.  If  I don't go along he will get mad at any questions I have regarding the visit to the vet.  He's often says...."Go ask them/him or her yourself!"  He is unable to just communicate like an adult except on occasion with other people.  That is ...when he's not telling them what they should be doing or lying about what he himself has done.I

He can't wake me up today to tell me what to do.  I have been up since before 4 am.  Went to bed at about 6 pm.  Almost fell asleep coming home from my therapist.  Truly, I was nodding off.  So I made dinner immediately when I got home and also took my clothes off the line.  That was all I could manage.  Will do the rest today.  See?  When I get awaken-especially without enough sleep- I am walking through my day halfway awake.

I made the coffee and walked Maggie around the block.  I guess that was the wrong thing to do-according to the "lord and master" of the world-as he needed a stool sample to bring to the vet.  Well she pooped twice for me.  I picked up the one and threw it in the trash-in a bag-and left the other one as it was at the corner house that is abandoned and has very tall grass.  He's like...we can pick that up to take to the vet.  Hm.  I told him to just take the one that's already in the bag, in the trash cart.  It was so funny when I let Maggie out of her kennel.  She ran to her dish to look for food as I ran to the leash to take her outside.  Ha!  I win! 

I may just start going to bed at 6pm every evening.  There is one benifit that I really appreciate.  It is 63 degrees out!!!!  Will be in the upper 80's again today so I am definetly enjoying this.

I need to thank all of you that commented on the post about me being nobody's anything.  They meant so much to me.  I don't know if you can understand the depth of my gratitude.  Filled me with teary-eyed JOY!

OK.  I know I didn't spell everything correctly but when I hit spell-check, it gave me the message that spell-check isn't working correctly and to try again, which I did.  Still no response.  Feel free to take out your red pencil, cross out the wrong words and send it back to me.  I will try to correct my errors.

Get Your Balls Off My Porch!

Hunter woke me up after I'd only had 6 hours of sleep.  "Come on.  Wake up and get going!"
Me.  "Where are we going?"
Hunter.  "Get up!  You have housework to do."
I obeyed like a pussy.  So I got up and without even sweeping and vacuuming the two small floors, I mopped them with one of those "pretend" mops where you put the wet thingie on it.  And while this is probably an excuse.....Why would I be inspired to do anything in those two rooms?  There is still no baseboards in either room and while the door is framed out and the door is in place, there is no moulding around it.  Yup!  "Step right up ladies and gentlemen!  See the naked lady standing at the sink!"  No charge as the bathroom is right off the kitchen. House is over 100 years old so yeah, that's how they did it back then.  Guess I should be glad I don't have to go out back to an outhouse.  I actually think I would prefer that.
 
I haven't even cleaned the porch this year.  I have chairs which I would like to replace as they are over 30 years old.  But to be fair, you can't find "real" chairs out there.  I would like some nice big real wood chairs.  I always put a picture on the porch right between the 2 windows.  And often put up sheers that gently sway in the breeze.  I put them only on the side where the sun hits.  It really is kind of sexy.  This year my "table" is a carved monkey holding a round base at the top.  If you like it.....fine.  Damn sure I didn't pick it out. Another one of the overpriced things Hunter purchased at the taxidermist's.  Yeah, from the guy who owes us $25,000.

Ahhhhh.  Title issue solved.  See, I was going to tell you about the fact that after our garage sale, Hunter's put his work-out balls on the porch along with the pump.  They have been out here rolling around for aver a month now.  First he said he was taking them to the club where he works out.  Well, he actually joined right before we left for vacation for a month and a half.  He purchased a 3 month membership.  Went about 3 times.  What?  No, it's ok.  This is usual for him.  Then--since that didn't happe- he said the neighbor ladies grand daughter was going to take them.  Didn't happen either.  I  just asked him-as he came out front to tell me he was going to a guys house and would be gone a half hour-what he was going to do with the balls.  Well first I asked if he wanted to take them to Gary's house and through them in the pond.  He responded that he was going to punch holes in them and throw them in the garbage.  Fine with me!

I have a load of laundry to hang on the line before I go to my therapist.  Had my permanent crown put on yesterday.  We went to church last night.  Bought another camera to replace the one I can't find the receipt for.  And I bought a damn warranty-which I don't believe in-because knowing me......
Anyway, it is good for an additional 2 years after the manufacturers one year warranty runs out.  BTW, I kept the old camera as the battery and chargers ore fine.  If I should happen to find the reciept before November, I can still return it.  Pray I find it.

Alarm on phone just went off which means my clothes are ready to be hung.
Have decided if Hunter starts the money thing with me again-that allowance crap and all-I will just tell him that I am not having this conversation again.  That we are married.  If he continues.....I will either walk away or tell him he is an idiot and that he needs to learn what being married is all about and then I will walk away.