Maggie is fine. Hunter is leaving soon for hunting or whatever the hell it is he really does. I am going to Vegas a day or two before he gets home. He finally said he would pay for my flight but no spending money. I said I would be fine. He was shocked that I didn't respond the way he wanted to. He likes to argue. Then he asked if I had called my investment (IRA) people to have them send me money. I said no. I didn't need any. I told him my son and daughter-in-law would feed me. You know....I could get into all his bullshit but I won't bore you. I think you pretty well know the drill with him. I even got my starter husband to agree to drive me to the airport and also pick me up. How cool is that? I know Hunter is frustrated that he can't get me all pissed off. Funny thing is...this morning I wasn't feeling good because of all the stress the last week or so. And he asks if I am OK. And it really does feel like he cares but eventually it all comes up in a negative way when he is yelling at me. We went to the apple orchard and while I was literally falling asleep, we got a bunch of stuff and had a good time. He even seemed concerned cuz I kept falling asleep in the truck. I NEVER do that. So that tells you how I have been feeling. Now he's threatening to take away the discover card. It is what I use for gas and cigs. I get no money. None. He's an ass but I won't leave. I just need to learn to ignore him. I have alot of medical needs and could never afford it on my own. The one thing I won't do is touch my retirement. He can try all he wants to get me to do so. Not gonna happen. Never. It is the only thing I can count on. If worse comes to worse-I know, how much worse could it get-I will quit taking any pills and die if that's the way it will be. But hey, he can't take away my insurance as long as we are married.
I will be fine. I just need to go deaf and ignore him. If anyone leaves.....it's gonna be him.
Looking forward to spending a month away from him!!!!!!!!