Fuck it! I need to go take a Xanax and half a Vicodin and I will be right back.......
Ok. So I didn't come right back. I am hear now. Well for as long as my whacked out laptop will let me be. See? Did you see that? It just kind of stopped letting me type. I feel better today despite the fact that Hunter just came out on the porch to get the mail and I went to ask him something. He's like, "What?!!!" I said, "Never mind." Then he told he didn't really have time cuz he had so much to do and something about 7 loads of laundry....etc. Yes, I can see that is definitely an emergency. Anything and everything is more important than talking a few minutes with his wife. I do not nag. I don't even ask for help with anything anymore.
Yes it's my fault. I know. I married him and I stay with him and so I don't ask for pity. I just need place to write this down. Percentage - wise....I would say he is 98% kind to everyone he talks to and that leaves....well, 2% for me, right?
I am gonna publish this before the computer shuts down on me again.
p.s. Hi cousin Rob.