House marathon ALL DAY! I don't have a choice but to watch it. But I have a dilemma. I need to go get more cigs. That means I have to go out. That means I have to shower. Well.....I should shower. If I use that dry "shampoo" and lots of expensive perfume....I could get in and out of the gas station without causing anyone to pass out. In fact I could kill two birds with one stone -yeah,
cheesy, I know.- but I also will need gas for Saturday when I take my daughter and grand daughter to a music thing. Grand daughter plays french horn and has auditioned for a couple things. So YAY. Will be fun ..... or not. It is ofter awkward because.......well, more like strained. They don't communicate nor are they demonstrative like I am. Believe it or not.....I find great joy in the tiniest things. They do not. I s'pose I need to learn how to enjoy my joy regardless of other's lack of ability to see/feel. I have this "thing" about wanting to help others be happy. I don't feel as though I am trying to fix them but perhaps I am the last person who should be judging me in that manner. I am saying that my thinking may be biased. I'm sorry but House is waiting for me. Gotta go!