I don't have a choice.

House marathon ALL DAY!  I don't have a choice but to watch it.    But I have a dilemma.  I need to go get more cigs.  That means I have to go out.  That means I have to shower.  Well.....I should shower.  If I use that dry "shampoo" and lots of expensive perfume....I could get in and out of the gas station without causing anyone to pass out.  In fact I could kill two birds with one stone -yeah,
cheesy, I know.- but I also will need gas for Saturday when I take my daughter and grand daughter to a music thing.  Grand daughter plays french horn and has auditioned for a couple things.  So YAY.  Will be fun ..... or not.  It is ofter awkward because.......well, more like strained.  They don't communicate nor are they demonstrative like I am.  Believe it or not.....I find great joy in the tiniest things.  They do not.  I s'pose I need to learn how to enjoy my joy regardless of other's lack of ability to see/feel.  I have this "thing" about wanting to help others be happy.  I don't feel as though I am trying to fix them but perhaps I am the last person who should be judging me in that manner.  I am saying that my thinking may be biased.  I'm sorry but House is waiting for me.  Gotta go!

I forgot to sleep last night.

I am such a weird-ass.  I just stayed up all night for absolutely no reason.  And I am still up!  In my defense....there is a House Marathon on all day and how rude would it be if I didn't watch it!!!!  I also finished painting the first coat on all the porch boards.  Paint fumes and no sleep?  Cool.