This post is brought to you by the letters FUCKHIM!!!!!!!!!!!! Special guests are Bloody Mary and Xanax. Satan was here but he did his work and left.
I mentioned to Hunter about my going to see my son again. I even offered to stay here when he goes to Florida for a month or two, saying that it would save him money. He said it wouldn't because he would behaving to pay for two households. Hey, I can do without water and gas and electric. He told me I should just take money out of my investments and use that. He's mentioned this several times before. I know for a fact that it is the only money I can count on. He told me several times over and over to quit work and so I did. Now he holds that over my head. I also know that if I did go back to work he would find a way to get that money too. Like by making me buy my own food and pay my part of the utilities and so on. I know him. And I don't mean to make light of this but I almost think I'd rather have him beat me on occcasion and be remorseful than be emotionally abusive.
Sorry but I am just so angry I want to punch someone and throw things that will shatter