Thursday, June 7, 2012
This is who you are praying for. My son, John Lauretta. This photo was taken 3 hours ago. He can't eat or drink because once they locate an oral surgeon, he will be in surgery having his tooth/teeth removed. One has grown into the cheek bone so I am not sure what they'll do about that. The infection is on the side of his face where he had his brain surgery. The closed eye is the one that has absolutely no vision in, not even light. But at least he was able to open it a bit though it made no difference as he still couldn't see. The open eye has only about 1/3 of the vision it should have. The vision things are from his surgery about 3 years ago. His kids are already in therapy because they both are afraid they will be "sick" like their parents. John with the brain thing and Jenn with her dysautonomia and fibromialgia. (falling down stairs from passing out, passing out in shower etc. and seizures. I could go on and on.)
Then there's Dawn with this pile of crap about the house that she has to deal with. I don't think she has any recourse yet no one has contacted her so....she will see a lawyer about all this on Saturday. Oh- and did I mention that their dad-my first husband-is talking about suicide again? He has alot of physical ailments and they will probably lose their house......
I wish these things were happening to me rather than them. They have gone through waaaay to much in their young lives. Truly.
The ex thinks it's his fault. Dawn says God hates her and John.....he's pretty stoic. He has become a Christian and that is the best thing I could have hoped for. God has gotten him through alot of things. But he questions God's purpose in all this-all their health problems. And I sometimes search myself trying to think if I did something wrong that my family should end up like this. We had a normal life, the 4 of us. Bills paid, house, healthy kids, jobs etc. (other than my ex cheating on me - more than once.)
ARE WE HAVING FUN YET?
Labels: Celulitis. Swollen Face. Forclosure. Dysautonomia. Dental Surgery. Suicide. God. Children in Therapy.