Friday, May 4, 2012
Next mood coming right up!
What's the deal here? I woke up ok for a change. After having my cereal, I about fell asleep at the table. Then got up intending to do a few things. Hunter went grocery shopping and I washed the floors-you should see the big bruise on the inside of my upper arm from trying to reach around the toilet. Yeah, it was the scrubbing the base of the toilet with a tooth brush kind of cleaning. Opened up the house. Ran to the store for cigs and peanut butter M&Ms. Vacuumed and mowed. That's a good day for me. In fact, when Hunter got home he asked what I'd been drinking. I said nothing. He said good,..have some more. (this was in reference to my mood) We talked a bit and he was saying he doesn't really 'get' depression. I told him I didn't understand why it shows up or goes away at will. I just told him that I was having a good day so enjoy it. He did and so did I.