Thursday, December 15, 2011

I am angry and need to show it!

If it is anger-as my therapist says-then why does it feel like sadness and loneliness?  Add a few too many drinks to that and you have a girl who is so pissed off -at Hunter cupping his hands, pretending to heft some mighty big boobs in describing the gals on Lady Hoggers-he did this three times- that I lifted my top to show him my breasts beautifully ensconced in a black bra with tiny white polka dots sayin..isn't this enough for you?
So.......what's the problem you ask?   Well I did this in a restaurant.  A nice one. Full of people. We were there with another couple.  Hmmmmm.  At least I got that off my chest.  Haaahaaaahaaaa. 
The fucker has me pickup a perscription for Viagra.  I thought he was joking.  Must have been my response to HIS comment at the restaurant about his "soft serve."   I hate that he does this with his little bent finger.   I believe I then mentioned to the couple we were with that I was in need of a good poundin' and if they  knew of anyone.....
You know what?  I am just gonna wait 'till I feel strong and joyful enough and will have my on Christmas. 

6 comments:

Ms. A said...

Guess you showed him... and everyone else! I'm trying to imagine seeing someone do that in a restaurant. My eyes!

Kristy said...

I can hear your anger and frustration. You hang in there!

Sairs said...

I'm sorry to hear you have gone through this with hunter and you are feeling so awful about it. Hang in there and be kind to yourself and if you have to show anger, it's okay to do so. Thinking of you!
*hugs*
Sarah

Coffeypot said...

I am proud of you. And I say go get your good pounding.

The Bipolar Diva said...

sorry you're feeling that way. I've been out of the loop with school. I'm just catching up. Thinking of you as always...

The Queen said...

WOW..that is all..