I am angry and need to show it!

If it is anger-as my therapist says-then why does it feel like sadness and loneliness?  Add a few too many drinks to that and you have a girl who is so pissed off -at Hunter cupping his hands, pretending to heft some mighty big boobs in describing the gals on Lady Hoggers-he did this three times- that I lifted my top to show him my breasts beautifully ensconced in a black bra with tiny white polka dots sayin..isn't this enough for you?
So.......what's the problem you ask?   Well I did this in a restaurant.  A nice one. Full of people. We were there with another couple.  Hmmmmm.  At least I got that off my chest.  Haaahaaaahaaaa. 
The fucker has me pickup a perscription for Viagra.  I thought he was joking.  Must have been my response to HIS comment at the restaurant about his "soft serve."   I hate that he does this with his little bent finger.   I believe I then mentioned to the couple we were with that I was in need of a good poundin' and if they  knew of anyone.....
You know what?  I am just gonna wait 'till I feel strong and joyful enough and will have my on Christmas.