God. Rock me to sleep. Wrap me in swaddling clothes and hold me in Your arms. When You lay me down, please don't leave me in the dark because even though I know You are there, I get afraid when I can't see You. I am so little and the world is so big. Loud things are out there and bad people. Can You hold my hand? I love You.
I slept 12 hours last night, waking at quarter to one. Then I tried to go to sleep at 9 pm and was awake for an hour. I don't thin that's ever happened before! So, I got up. Took a xanax cuz I needed to quiet my mind. Watched another addiction,...Criminal Minds and began to miss you guys so I came to see you. I am setting my alarm for 7 am and getting up regardless. And I am gonna do all the stuff I need to or die trying. I love you.
CHEESEBOY - Re-read the final sentence in my last blog as well as the last paragraph and that may help you understand Coffey's comment. Oh,..and no midgets for obvious reasons.
MELISSA - I think I need Extreme Home Makeover.
M.FAITH - Being with my daughter actually makes me sad and anxious. She has so many problems that I can't help her with. The best I am able to do is help keep her sanity above water.
JOE CAP - Sounds like a party!
CB - "Bend over Bitch!" I love it when you talk to me that way!
R. JACOBS - So if I get sick,...you'll be the one to take me to Dr. House, right?
5 comments:
Hang in there and keep on writing through the wreck of time!
Ok, now I need to know what all this 'stuff' is that you are going to do at 7 AM. These peeks into your life are tantalizing.
I nearly wept at your first paragraph. I feel you, sister.
I do like that prayer. Is that yours or did you see it somewhere? I rarely go to bed before 2 a.m. and never sleep for 12 hrs (almost never anyway). Do what ya gotta and what ever you want to do. Screw the rest.
Beautiful prayer.
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