Thursday, April 4, 2013

Hi,
It's me (Meadow) again. If you're new to seeing my name look back at recent posts of mine (?)
That would be great...
If anyone has advice...orrr...whatever about this...
PLEEEAAASE do tell me...
Thanks.



I have the same reoccurring dream...A car, speeding towards me. Even when the driver sees me, he/she does not slow down. If anything, they speed up. What do I do? I stand. Motionless. In the path of a speeding car...My brain tells me, 'You know...you should probably move...' Yet stupidly I stay staring at this car. Its lights getting brighter, its features becoming clearer... The car gets so close to me that I can almost touch it...I'm crying from the idea that I am almost dead. Joy fills me... Then the car stops. Touching me...yet not hurting in any way. I blankly stare... trying to accept I have to keep dredging on. Keep living in this hallow husk people call my body. Then I realize the car is still slowly moving...It was just moving in slow motion. Eventually I move out of the way and the car speeds past. In all of my 'dreams' I always come very close to a death or a suicide... but there isn'y any times I actually die... It's strange...Also I always wake up right away. Then I realize... it was just a 'dream'.                                                                                                    



3 comments:

Chapter Two said...

i still dream that I come back from break and can't remember my high school locker combination. I end up late to class, but end up in the wrong class and have to leave...only to end up in the office to figure out my schedule....mess up! I graduated well over 20 years ago!

R. Jacob said...

I want you to watch the movie "the secret" more then once and let me know what you think.

YeamieWaffles said...

I have no idea what this dream could mean Meadow. Remember that these kind of dreams are essentially your mind's inner thoughts being exposed when your brain kind of opens up to sleep. Maybe it means that you have a purpose, there might be times in life where you want the car to hit you and take you out but it doesn't because you do have a purpose and you do have a lot to offer and this is true so take heart in that.