Sunday, June 3, 2012

I won't let Hunter steal my JOY!

I swear he has been deliberately trying to ruin my mood.  Beginning on the way to church.  And it continues even now.  It seems as though something mental or physical is bothering him but I see no reason for him to be a jerk to me.  He should just talk to me or answer me when I ask what's wrong.  I know.......I have a weird perception of marriage. 

I made crab salad for dinner.  Yum-o!  We are trying to decide which grand kids ball game to go to.  We'd go to all of them but it's about 45 minutes away on a good day.  Then we have to factor in the gas.....  I also plan to learn a lesson this season.  My daughter tends to ignore me but not as a mean thing.  She just gets wrapped up in the games.  She's not really a talker.....at least to me.  I only have 2 kids but it seems strange that a child of mine is nothing like me in any way.  Maybe I am not really her mom?  Er no..wait...she came out of me so I must be her mom.  My therapist concludes from the things I have told her that my daughter is self-absorbed.  Not selfish.  Just that she is first and foremost on her mind.  I know this is true but I have it filed in the denial section of my brain.

I could get into all the Hunter's antics or rather comments but it's not worth it.

TWO DAYS OF JOY!  YAY ME!

4 comments:

klahanie said...

I reckon that you will not let some ruin your mood.
I think your verbalising your valid thoughts on here is a most positive thing.
And self-absorbed. I tried to converse with my son. On a good day he replies with two 'grunts'.
Try and have a peaceful day :)

Pearl said...

I'm just going to echo what klahanie has said!

Pearl

Kristy said...

Ny daughter and I have really nothing in common. I can relate. Hang in there! You deserve to be happy.

S. said...

I hope things will turn out the best way, sometimes they actually do :)

Love
/S / http:// mydarlingsolitude.blogspot.com