Saturday, April 16, 2011
When he's gone.
When The Hunter is gone, I turn into the slug I really am. I always seem to have something to take care of or an appt. to go to and I resent it, for no reason what-so-ever. He will be home tomorrow and he can take care of the idiot tax man (who I told him not to go to in the first place and this could be a three month post in and of itself.). Then there's the oral surgeon who removed a cyst above a tooth (The Hunter's) back in Sept. YEAH! That's 2010! I have gone round and round with them and the insurance companies and so on about this, finally getting to the correct amount and finally explSNOW! SNOW! SNOW! SNOW ! SNOW! wait! no, don't go away.....really, there were snow pieces, SEE! There they are again! Oh, sorry. Where was I? Let's just say that I should be getting a portion of several people's paychecks because I am doing much of their work. Then there's my daughter. I know. Sorry. But I did go there Thurs. night for Cain's birthday. We also went to Nate's track meet but he ended up sick and no one really talked and it is just weird and dare I say it aloud? I think she IS self absorbed. I won't get into this. My son did finally get his disability. Yippee! I think he is the only one left that I consider to be a real person. Someone who just loves me with ease. He is good and honest. I have been hurt or should I say, freshly hurt again by a couple people. I know. I should just tell them but I don't want to hurt them. So yeah, I sit and let the pain wash through me. It does go through. Well,I think it does. I am turning into quite the whiny bitch aren't I? I will be back to read blogs later. That has become my favorite part of blogging. I should tell you my dreams. Like last night's was about a sex contest in a small town we were visiting. Weird, but in a cool way. Peace. BTW, I have so loved all of you who commented on my last two posts. Wow. I can almost cry over all the love you share with me. I doubt you truly understand how much it means to me. Thank-you all.