Just to let you know I am here and Meadow has said she doesn't want me to read any more comments on her previous post.
I will post later but just wanted to say that Meadow, her mom and I had the best time EVER! We laughed so hard!!!!!!
So I do not understand why she felt the way she did and harmed herself. I do not know what to do but I did tell her how much I loved her. I then left her alone. I ended up crying for a few hours outside.