Monday, April 16, 2012

Where the hell did my post go?

You know. The one about Hunter leaving tomorrow to pick up a friends dog and then go to his friends farm?  The one about Meadow's surgery and all her caring about me.  And about the weather being windy, rainy, cool and sleepy. Yes, sleepy.  Damn.  I am not going to type all that again.  The pain in my knee has been waking me up lately and the pain in my neck-no not Hunter-keeps me from falling asleep right away at night.
I am lovin' my laptop.  The only problem I seem to be having is with the space bar.  It's like it is higher up and  I keep missing it so words run together.  Oh. And congrats to spell-check.  You are doing a good job as of late! 
I suppose I am depressed again.  It's so stupid.  All I want to do is sleep.  We did go to church yest.  It was a more contemporary service which is what I need.  Hunter is set in his (old) ways so he prefers an old-fashioned church.  I know it's best to go to  the same church as your spouse so I go.  At least the sermons are excellent.  Then we went to Target and then got groceries.  I hate grocery shopping so I am glad that is done.  I suppose I should at least shower.  Bah.  Even that I see as a chore.  I guess I will go in soon-am out in the  opium den  garage smoking.  Sadly, it is the one thing I am good at.  We'll see how well I do with lung cancer or C.O.P.D.  when  it comes.

5 comments:

Coffeypot said...

Don't kid yourself. You can do, and are, so much more that a cigaret. Glad you enjoy your church...that could be a solace for you. Talk to the preacher.

Momma Fargo said...

Chin up! You are important to many including your daughter ...right now extremely important. Hugs.

Olive Cooper said...

We love our rock n roll church band. When I first went the parking lot was vibrating and I did not know what I had gotten myself into but the messages are on point so it is all good. I have worn out the mouse on my laptop and now must adapt to it's brokenness-a metaphor for life.

Just Be Real said...

Sorry your post went MIA. Glad you enjoyed your contemporary service. Hugs to you.

Kristy said...

I'm not much on prayer or christinaity but prayer can help and so can any spirituality. Now if Hunter will get the message(lol) You do get it! To treat people kindly,