SOAPBOX - You are right. I have to not let him steal or cover or change who I am. And I am fully aware that this is my doing. It is I who allows me to feel this way. Every one's comments on my last post were helpful in that you understand my need to vent. I do not need to leave. I have everything I need/want as far as material things. I do have love. It's just that I never know when or where it will show up. I can overlook the ripped and torn up house. I can overlook the clutter. I am sure it exacerbates my depression but there again, it is me allowing it to bother me. It's a matter of deciding what is important and what isn't.
Oh sorry! You wanted to hear about SEX!
I am responsible for at least 2 injuries if not more. I made my 2nd husband get permission from his cardiologist saying it was ok to have sex. He'd had a few heart attacks and double bypass surgery before I met him. Damned if he didn't come back with a prescription from the doctor saying it was fine. He had several trips to the hospital for minor heart attacks and such. Almost 4 years into our marriage, we were doing the Wild Thing and he had a heart attack. Love answering the paramedic's question about what he was doing when this occurred.
Moving on to current husband. One time I/he either sprained or broke a vein in his magic wand. Had to go to the doctor and all. Think I should come with a warning label? I'd like to see them even try to pull me off the shelves!!!
Hunter installed a new range hood yesterday and he was able to do most of it by himself. I was so proud of him. He's making a duck on the grill - no, not one he shot. I will have chicken, thank-you. I like my men wild and my game tame.
On that note, I will get back to working in the office at home here. Trying to gather up some tax stuff. Have a peaceful weekend!