Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Just let me sleep

No sun.  No snow.  No energy.  Don't want to go.
Just want to sleep.  No, don't make a peep
Wrapped up in my dreams even weird ones at times.,
are better than wakefulness. 
I'm tired for no reason.  It's stupid, I know.
Worse yet to think it'd be cured by some snow.
I know one day soon I will wake full of joy
but those days don't come often or stay very long.
I'm sure it's my fault that I feel this way.
Do you see me ever taking steps to feel better.
Overwhelmed is the best word but on a much smaller scale.
Not angry.  Not sad.  Not even depressed.
Just stay in my jammies and never get dressed.
No sun. No snow.  No energy.  Don't want to go.

9 comments:

Red Shoes said...

To me, the days after Christmas are Happy Jammie Pants days...

These arethe days when all I want or need to do is emotionally break-even...

~shoes~

The Bipolar Diva said...

Let's not do anything together.

Coffeypot said...

The more I lie in bed the more I want to stay there. I have to force myself to get up. But that is okay because I go pee. Then I say that's enough exercise for one day and go back to bed.

R. Jacob said...

The word fault is a harsh word to use on ones self.

Be good to you.

Sairs said...

Some of the days, I wished I could have stayed in bed, but it's too hot to do that here! I think staying in your PJs is a good idea :)
*hugs*
Sarah

Ms. A said...

I finally had to get out of my pajamas today, but I'm back in them and that's where I plan to stay for a while! I'm so glad all the hubbub of Christmas is over!

Kristy said...

We had a green x-mas which is very weird for where I live. It started to snow the other night and it keeps snowing. I love it because the snow takes the bleak dead landscape and makes my bleak mood better. I think it is the light that makes me feel better. I hope you get your snow.

Kitty Moore said...

'Now deep in my bed I turn,
And the world turns on the other side'

x

ancient one said...

Yesterday was the memorial service for my BIL.. today the decorations come down.. life moves on...