Wednesday, July 27, 2011

She's gone.

We finally had Belle put to sleep.  It was time. Hunter took it pretty well.  He decided at the last minute to stay in the room with me when they put her down.  He was amazed at how fast and painless it was.  So the grieving will take time but we will be ok.  There will always be occasions where something occurs that reminds us of her, but eventually we will be left with only good memories.

We just had a nasty storm go through here.  I was sure that lightening was going to fly in the window and zap me as I sit here upstairs with no blinds on the windows and not much on.  Yeah I need to do laundry.  have been putting that off as well as everything else.

Well....it's 11PM.  I have eaten 5 "fun-sized" caramel Milky Way bars.  S'pose I should go have a sandwich or maybe just some cigs and coffee.  Hey!  I just remembered....there's donuts!!!!  I am not supposed to eat this shit cuz I have type II diabetes.  Yeah, I will just have coffee.  That has Splenda in it and will cancel out the sugar, right?

13 comments:

Ms. A said...

I'm so sorry for your loss. Blessings.

The Reckmonster said...

So sorry about your Belle! That is always soooo hard.

The Bipolar Diva said...

I'm so sorry about Belle. You're pretty brave to have been there. I couldn't do it with Drew or elijah. I just couldn't. And yes, Splenda cancels it all out! I hope so anyway!

Not Blessed Mama said...

so sad. i'm sorry- it's hard to lose a loved one.

R. Jacob said...

You have my sympathy.

Suz said...

I am so sorry. It never gets easier. I'm glad for Hunter's sake that he decided to stay. There's some comfort to be found in knowing you were there at the end. It's the last gift you can give them.

In the Pink said...

How brave and loving it was of you and your Hunter to see Belle through to the end. That is how it should be. Our dogs love us so much. It is an uncomplicated and deep love. I am sorry for your loss but grateful the last moments were easy and painless...for the most part.

Copyboy said...

Yeah a loss like that is tough. So sorry!

Joel said...

Sorry to hear.

When we put or last dog down, I bought one of those collage frames and filled it with pictures or her throughout her life and gave it to my parents for Christmas.

It's a nice way to remember her.

Wanda's Wings said...

Sorry for your loss.

Impulsive Addict said...

This breaks my heart. I am so sorry.

Dazee Dreamer said...

I'm so sorry about Belle. My thoughts are with you both.

sarah said...

sorry for the loss....hey did someone say donuts????