Tuesday, February 15, 2011

May be gone but don't know when.

Again with the windows. I think the next one to be installed will be one of the kitchen windows. But it sounds like the carpenter is off for a couple days and so he and The Hunter will be putting in a few more. I'm sure they will have to move the computer and if need be - I will have to shut down and unplug. And I will have to take Jack D. to bed with me and close the blinds and stay there until my lif,...um, computer is back up and running. 'Course knowing The Hunter, this may not come to fruition for many months so don't cry for me Argentina. :-(

Aunt Dor passed away last week. Her funeral was today. She is actually The Hunter's Godmother -his mother's cousin. I cried. She was the salt of the earth and will be greatly missed but she has been so ready for so long. We saw her the day she died. Actually she passed in her sleep that night. No pain. No anxiety. It was a beautiful death really.

Valentines Day? Beautiful pink tulips. Fannie Mae Trinidads - my favorite! Card. The Hunter was hoping my ring was in but it won't be here until Friday. That's ok. I can wait.
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Sorry - but The Hunter just popped up here with his weapon of mass destruction and I was hungry so,.....but I'm back now.

My kids? At what age do kids grow up? Ever???? I have 2. If I'd had the 5 I wanted to have, would it just be 5 x the trouble/problems. Seriously, can you believe I actually wish they were 2 years old again? Yes, the terrible two's. Ya know, I'd even the teens were better. I know! Can you even believe I said that? Did he get a job yet? Is the dryer repaired? Isn't there anywhere you can get your meds? Can't you try to handle your anger a bit better and also show your son better ways to handle his anger? Can't you both just be ok? Don't have to be rich. Just be able to afford to live somewhere. Keep the utilities on. Have medical insurance. Get the care you need. Keep your car running? Can't you guys and your father at least stay out of my dreams?

I'm feeling like it may be a late night - by choice. Actually feel good and so it makes perfect sense to stay up and enjoy it, right? 'K. Will go read some blogs. I must be following too many because I can't seem to keep caught up. How cool would it be if I got paid to just sit up here and fart around?

9 comments:

Momma Fargo said...

I would love to get paid to fart. I would be rich. Or maybe that's not what you meant...

On My Soapbox said...

Sorry to hear about Aunt Dor. :-( It sounds like she was loved by many.

Jenner said...

I am enjoying my two year old even more after reading this!! Yikes. I'm very sorry to hear about your aunt's passing as well.

In the Pink said...

I think I have decided to only have 1 child. I used to want three....oh no no no. Working with them at the preschool has decreased my desire. Then I read your post and it seems to get only worse. Aaaaggghhh!!! Well I still want one...(i am huddled in a corner praying) lol.

The Minute Man's Wife said...

Wow, you got flowers?!! You must be doing something right girly!!

jewelrygirl said...

I miss reading your blog! I am trying hard to get back at it. Husband had shoulder surgery yesterday, so he is home for awhile.

Love the hearts on your page! It is getting as colorful as you fantastic writing!!

Later MC!

Jenny

Bossy Betty said...

Enjoyed this trip inside your mind. Sorry about Aunt Dor.

Kicking Rocks said...

that sounds awesome!

LiBBy said...

Nahaha..just found your blog and am lmao....Ill be back and youve been wanred.
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LiBBy