JOE - My car is not blue. I have never had a blue car. (A chevette doesn't count, right - I mean, that wasn't really a car.) My kitchen is a hot mess! Old wallpaper - the kind that looks like old newspaper ads for tonics and liniments. Then there's old paneling, part of which is falling away from the wall due to excessive moisture from when the roof leaked forever. Then there's the huge old floor to ceiling, door to door pantry. "white" paint on a couple walls. Then there's 40 year old (No shit!) indoor/outdoor carpeting on the floor, sort of. And I thought I'd try the old chrome and vinyl dining set. I wanted red, would have settled for yellow and ended up with turquoise because it was on clearance. If you've been reading me - you know my husband controls the $$. The dinette set is crap now. Ah - I need to blog to everyone now. But no,...no blue anywhere.
I spent the whole day working on my car. I need to have more sex cuz my muscles are getting out of shape. My everything aches! We shall see if I get my "paycheck." And I expect my regular "Here's some money for when I am gone." And if I don't get it, I will get it on my own. I hate this!!!! Sounds like I'm fucking 9 years old! Chuck is leaving Sunday for about 3 weeks and he is acting out as he always does when he goes on a trip. My therapist says he has anxiety. I say he has assholeness. I almost got teary eyed but checked myself and did a little humming and went about my business.
There's a BBQ at the hunt club but I am not going. Chuck can go with the son he's giving all our money too. That way, if they're alone, they can talk about a way to get my house and my IRA's too. HA! I will bake for his trip. Now what is that ingredient I can use that doesn't leave a trace,....Opps. Sorry. Don't I have an exciting life?
Thanks for being there for me. One day I will have to start blogging a bunch of bullshit that isn't true, but I'll make it sound as if it is so everyone will go "WOW!"
Or,....I just keep being who I am and since that's good enough for me (and God) it will have to be good enough for anyone that stumbles across my blog. Peace.
PS - I wonder if the flavor of these posts will sweeten once I am on my own and no one is here to criticize, ignore or tell me what to do?!