Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Hangs up.

So I finally get a call back from my man. We are talking but OH-NO! He has to go cuz someone's at the door. Um,...he can't answer the door with a phone to his ear? And really, who could possibly be more important that me? Whatever. He's out of my hair for awhile and I am grateful. Didn't accomplish anything except mowing but that was the only thing that HAD to be done. Just trying to straighten myself out and get back to "normal".

As far as strength goes - to respond to a blog comment - I have had alot of practice. My mom died when I was 17. Divorce, death of a cheating spouse, death of a husband and oh, yeah,....a lot of putting my feelings on hold. I have a big storage place inside of me where I keep all the grief and shit. I also give it up to God. He is the one Who holds me together. Having good relationships with people who you hold in your heart also makes it easier to let go. Then there's the love you have that makes you want them to be happy and/or pain free, etc.

I feel like I am rambling and not making much sense. I know I have more processing to do regarding my son's move. I'll get there. He's so happy. They all are and as a mom, that's my greatest joy!!!

Beginning of a new month. Time to delete some old posts.

5 comments:

Ms. Anthropy said...

Why would you delete old posts? How can a new follower get to know you, if you do that? Don't delete! (It becomes part of your archives that readers can go to, to know you better)

Jimmy said...

I agree with Ms A, you don't need to delete your old posts because they are part of your blog, ramble all you want because that is part of it too and dealing with your Son's move will get easier for you.

covnitkepr1 said...

I enjoy "ramblings"...keep rambling if that's what you call it.

Linda Medrano said...

You are an amazing woman and much stronger than you give yourself credit for.

solecleansing66 said...

Girl I know what you mean. You have to be strong to have gone through all of that. Please keep on ranting. Thats what I do on my blog. If I didn't I'd lose my mind. In fact I have lost my mind. LOL

God Bless