Thursday, February 27, 2014

I'm just gonna wing it!

Still at daughter's.  She was in hospital 3 days with bad mouth/tooth infection.   2 days later she had 2 teeth pulled and will have another 2 pulled in about a month..  I just threw the basics in a suitcase and came out to stay with her and the grandkids.  Will go home in a couple days then throw sime things in a suitcase and go to Florida.   I know it sounds fun but I have been having breathing issues and anxiety and racing thoughts.   I am not excited to go although I should be.   I can say for sure that I am sick to death of these freezing temps.  I mean.....three months straight?

I really need to get my shit together and have a life before I die.   I feel like I am on a what?  Athose "moving sidewalks"?  Like an escalator that just goes straight.   Can't explain but I know what I mean.  Staying up till 3-4 in the morning for no reason.   That could be why I feel like I'm the only actor in this episode of the Twilight Zone.

And I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up.

4 comments:

My name WAS Female, I shit you not! said...

Going any place good in FL?

Hope your daughter recovers ASAP
No matter how big they get we always worry about them.
(((hugs)))

Rob-bear said...

Oh, dear! I do hope your daughter is better, and soon!

Florida, you say. Visiting lotta joy, perhaps? Watch out for alligators.

Blessings and Bear hugs. Dogs say "Hi."

AVY said...

Growing up is just sad nothing gets better the way they said it would.

/Avy

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middle child said...

My daughter and I would sooooo agree with you.
sad but true.