It's winter. I get that. But December was so unusually cold that I didn't expect these single digit temps to just keep coming. I misspelled 5 words in that last sentence. Tells you how tired I am. And portends a very Zombie-like day. As in.....Dazed and onfused. I only slept 1.5 hours last night. Woke up coughing after sleeping that amount of time and while I got the cough under control, I kept trying to decide if I should go back to bed for another few hours or would I feel worse. I leave in 2 hours for group so it's too late now. Not to worry. It's only a half hour drive and I should be able to stay awake at least that long.
I think my Welbrutrin may finally be kicking in. Smoking doesnt't seem so appealing now. I am on 3 days a week at group now. Has something to do with insurance. That's fine. We seem to have a "full boat tright now.
Today I was anxious all morning-rare for me. Then depressed all afternoon and then fine at nght. I've been told I am rapid cycling. And they said that was because I go from 60 - 0 with each day bringing a different emotional level. I don't see that. Ususally I wake up in whatever mood and it sets the stage for the rest of the day.. then the following day I could feel just the opposite. This is what they are calling rapid-cycling.
Nothing else here for now but I imagine that it won't be lomg before I become completely incoherent. Less than 2 hours sleep can't