I am always lost in techno land. I'm lost IRL too. Blogger is more alive than I am. Is an aortic aneurysm bad? Yeah. I thought so. I see a cardiothorasic/vascular surgeon on May 7th, I think. I am a bit freaked out about it. You know me. Normally I am not bothered about these things. I don't think mine is quite big(?) enough for surgery. Fuckin' Web M.D. I drove myself to the ER when I needed emergency gallbladder surgery. I almost drove myself when I ended up needing emergency hernia surgery but.....I kind of feel like I might need support this time. Emotional support. Yes. I know that is a fictitious thing. But wouldn't it be cool if emotional support was a real thing. Like.... you could ask for it and BOOM,...it just appears. I am afraid to mention all the health issues to Hunter cuz I think it will hurt my heart. I know his words, thoughts and emotions. Well.....at least I know his reaction to things. Not good. Not good at all. So I will have to decide if and when I will tell him.
It's all good. If I explode and go to Jesus tonight,.....be happy for me. Honestly. Truly.
Not that I think that will happen. I'm just saying. So, yeah. Will let you all know but I'll be talking to you before then.
You can pray for me. I am sure I will be fine. But pray more so that Hunter will man-up and be supporting and loving for me. Hey! I am right here. I can hear you laughing. But I know for a fact that pray works.