Just not feeling the best physically and mentally. Not much going on. I don't want to go anywhere or do anything. Or maybe it's more that even though there are things I want to do,...I just don't have the energy. I did get the geraniums we wintered over into the ground. They need water and they keep predicting rain. Like a fool, I believe "them". Computer says it's 72 degrees. Ha! it's actually 90 on the thermometer we have outside in the shade. Yes. I spend most of my smoking time in my 'man cave'. The Hunter went to the crawdad boil by himself yest. I wasn't feeling quite right. The Hunter says I am becoming what he calls...a house mouse. It is true. I just want to be and stay right here. I am not afraid of crowds. I am not shy. It's just the way I have become. I like to play in the yard. I dislike phone calls. I see the wind kicking up and am hoping the storms do come and get us. I think my dream life is much more exciting than my real life. Ok - let's just say it is definitely more entertaining, though not always in a good way. Sometimes when I go to bed, I feel the previous dream and go to sleep feeling it like an old friend. I have a friend's baby shower to go to. Will be fun, yet I don't really want to go. I am tired of forcing myself to go. I don't feel I am anti-social because I am friendly but it's all such a bother - not the people but the events. So...I suppose I am just lazy. On the plus side, I am not really depressed and I am also not angry at anyone. So I will be fine and pass the day until I can go to sleep. Peace Oh. OK! This is a picture of little Cami playing ball in Las Vegas. Was trying to find a picture I wanted and this is what you get cuz I never know what the hell I am doing. It's alright. I am used to weird shit in my life. Not to worry.