Sunday, May 22, 2011

A Reason Not To Post.



Just not feeling the best physically and mentally. Not much going on. I don't want to go anywhere or do anything. Or maybe it's more that even though there are things I want to do,...I just don't have the energy. I did get the geraniums we wintered over into the ground. They need water and they keep predicting rain. Like a fool, I believe "them". Computer says it's 72 degrees. Ha! it's actually 90 on the thermometer we have outside in the shade. Yes. I spend most of my smoking time in my 'man cave'. The Hunter went to the crawdad boil by himself yest. I wasn't feeling quite right. The Hunter says I am becoming what he calls...a house mouse. It is true. I just want to be and stay right here. I am not afraid of crowds. I am not shy. It's just the way I have become. I like to play in the yard. I dislike phone calls. I see the wind kicking up and am hoping the storms do come and get us. I think my dream life is much more exciting than my real life. Ok - let's just say it is definitely more entertaining, though not always in a good way. Sometimes when I go to bed, I feel the previous dream and go to sleep feeling it like an old friend. I have a friend's baby shower to go to. Will be fun, yet I don't really want to go. I am tired of forcing myself to go. I don't feel I am anti-social because I am friendly but it's all such a bother - not the people but the events. So...I suppose I am just lazy. On the plus side, I am not really depressed and I am also not angry at anyone. So I will be fine and pass the day until I can go to sleep. Peace Oh. OK! This is a picture of little Cami playing ball in Las Vegas. Was trying to find a picture I wanted and this is what you get cuz I never know what the hell I am doing. It's alright. I am used to weird shit in my life. Not to worry.

10 comments:

Ms. A said...

Are you sure we aren't related???

Cute pic!

Coffeypot said...

You and I could ut be twins (not identical I hope). It is the depression working overtime. Come over here and we can wallow in self-pity to together. But I don't smoke...tho I am smoking hot...

Cheeseboy said...

You mean it's not raining in vegas? It's rained nonstop here in SLC.

Just Be Real said...

This post made me smile.

ancient one said...

My thoughts exactly... I blame it on age 'cause I'm old... most times if I go through the trouble to go, I will have a good time. Just easier staying put!!

R. Jacob said...

I want you to bring out the hidden artist in you. You promised...( ok, maybe not promised )

The Bipolar Diva said...

I think we're living in parallel universes.

Sairs said...

I agree with the last comment, there are some parallel universe thing happening for me too, though I'm in Australia, so opposite side of the world thing happening too :)

Helene said...

Oh wow, I can so relate to this. Just feeling lazy and not really wanting to socialize too much right now. But the damn kids keep insisting on playdates at the park so I'm forced to socialize and put on a happy face.

I have no idea where Cole came up with the "puking up my entire skeleton" idea....they come up with the strangest excuses to avoid bedtime.

On My Soapbox said...

I know what you mean. Sometimes, it seems like going somewhere would be a HUGE effort, and I just don't want to do it. Although I like travelling, I also love being a homebody. The known is more comforting than the unknown.