Be humbly grateful. Today was the same comedy of errors as everyday. But I talked to my son and he always helps me. We are very much alike. He told me to do whatever it takes to get my JOY back. The Hunter was the one who told me not to let anyone steal my joy. He is unaware that he is the thief. But I brought up church and my son said he wished I could attend my daughter-in-law's aunt's church, but it is an hour away. It is joyful, true and Bible based. They sing praises to God instead of mumbling phrase and songs just to get through the service. They do missionary work and community work and pray for each other, rather than just saying, I will pray for you.
The Hunter and I are "between" churches right now. He is set and in his ways and wouldn't attend any church but Lutheran, Missouri Synod. It doesn't matter to me as long as there isn't anything against the Bible. I want to attend a church that stirs my soul and makes me want to follow God in all I do. I am conflicted as to whether I should continue to attend whatever church he does (Lutheran Church, Missouri Synod) or find one that feeds me. I know God had people leaving their families if that is what they had to do to follow Him. I also know that a woman should support her husband and attend church even if he doesn't. It would seem weird to attend a different church than he does but now that I think about it,..I doubt he'd care. See? If I babble enough, I can reach my own conclusions!
For now, I will do whatever my husband says even though it changes hourly. I will find my joy and guard it with my life!!!!