You don't recognise me do you?

That's because I'm smiling! I know! I rarely look like this. It's miss Meadows birthday and we are going to take them out to dinner at Texas Roadhouse. My daughter's birthday was the 17th and her husband's is Feb. 1st. So yeah! I am sorry this is so messy but I keep having this hand/arm shaking thing. Don't know if it's related to my neck problem or what. The Hunter thinks I should go to a neurologist. I wonder if I shouldn't go to the ortho guy. Either way, it's getting annoying. You know how Meadow and I are writing a story together? Well her brother is writing a chapter for her. I can't wait to read it cuz he's funnier than shit. See? Did you just see how my hand was shaking? BTW, I know it's not nerves nor my diabetes. Guess it wouldn't be too bad to have another neck surgery. I would have that big cone shaped colla,...No,..wait. That's what they put on dogs after surgery so they won't tear out their stitches. Um,..I'd have that other big collar and the good thing is, I wouldn't have to try to decide which necklace to wear everyday. And I'm not embarrassed in the least. I just wear something low cut and no one even notices the collar. Trust me. Hey, did you notice this is just one long paragraph? That's ok cuz I gotta be fast as The Hunter took Belle for a run in the park and will be home soon and then we will go. HAPPY. HAPPY. JOY. JOY.