Showing posts with label Allowance. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Allowance. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Does that mean I will have to wear a bra?

Tired and achy today.  Will go over to my friend's, eat some pizza and cake and probably stay only a couple hours.  I am not sure what the deal is but....free food.

Tomorrow we are leaving for Iow around 6:30 AM to go see about a dog.  I can hardly wait!  I just hope tomorrow's loooooong drive-4 HOURS EACH WAY- won't be a bunch of shit like yesterday's 1 hour drive.  The backs of my thighs from the knee half-way up are sore and no, it's not from playing squat tag in the cucumber patch.

Things should calm down for awhile after that although having a dog after about a year with no dog will change things a bit.  I go back to the dentist for my permanent crown on the 30th and then jury duty starts Aug 6th.  It says wear proper courtroom attire.  So does that mean I have to wear a bra?

Anyone with extra money, feel free to send it to me as I have about $20 to last me until August 1st.  I will run out of cigs in a couple days and after going to my friends today....I will be driving on fumes.
I know.  I made my bed and now I have to lay in it.  But see?  That's what got me in trouble in the first place!

Thanking God here for the cooler breeze and intermittent clouds.  Air conditioner probably goes back on tomorrow.  Peace.

Saturday, July 7, 2012

Reduce My Meds?

Hell no!  Not until I reduce my marital status.  Hunter has me in tears.  $28 a week allowance.  Do you hear me?  I said ALLOWANCE!!!!!  I am sick of this.  And now he's telling me what I can and can't buy with it?  Asshole.  I was doing so well.

Perhaps the following are contributing factors in my ...whatever you call it.  (my chest is hurting)  He paid all that money for dinner with his kids but won't even pay for my grand kids to eat with us at Dave and Busters.  Fucker.  BTW, I consider all the grands our grand kids but he has made it clear to me that blood determines who is family.  I said, "Hmm.  I am not blood so what does that make me?"  He said, "My wife."  Sooooo, I am not blood and I guess that is why his son (uncaring leach) is on all our accts and will be made co-executor of his will and alot of money is already in his name along with Hunter's.
He is not going to grandson Josh's birthday party with me.  He doesn't  feel well.  Yup.  This is the same man who was at the taxidermy shop this morning offering to help his "lover" Jerome put down visqueen-however you spell it, let's just call it plastic-in some one's crawl space.  ( feel like I could just puke.)
And then there's jury duty.  I was summoned for my birthday week.  I am freaked that I was summoned at all!  I knew I shouldn't have registered to vote.  Our votes don't matter anyway.
Hunter is always complaining about his kids and how he isn't going and isn't paying and he always does whatever they say anyway.  My point being,....either man-up or stop complaining.  At least stop complaining to me!!!!  Asshole.
The dog thing?  Those little labs aren't really recognized as a real breed by most and they have alot of bone problems.  Doesn't matter.  Hunter will get and do whatever he wants.  I will have no say, as always.  (getting a headache)
Did I mention that he is on the phone talking badly about me to his son...unaware that I can hear him? Bastard!

I am nothing.  I am no one.  Waaaah! Waaaah!  Cry like a baby Middlechild. What a pussy.  I am sick of him.  I am sick of me.  I am sick of life.  "Pity party of one.....your table is ready."

What a difference a day makes......
Hikari